Sunday, November 29, 2009

The Mind's Chords

The convulsions of my mind is a unknown series of chord; difficult to follow but still vibrates to produce that muzic. A Weep has chord , a silent has a chord , a passion- a higher chord, a love has pleasant and a love lost - is a convoluted chord. Each chord strikes up or awakens with a chord of this life. A life which runs and runs incessantly. Ever Drunk to feel the exuberance of the pleasant chord, and your soul is on tweedy music. When you lose or when That crosses your mind you may sulk and would take the metal of the rock. Why I love rock, is that it takes me to the pinnacle of the emotions with its chords and yet so loud which it makes me forget a lot. But the sound has to end , and you got to listen actual chord which just now was tamed by the heavy guitar, the chords of you Heart which has beaten for That everyday overpowered by a ephemeral noise. I never owned it, it was never mine, and then still the chord stuck and to be bristled later. That beautiful chord unknowingly , inadvertently stuck so many chords of this left organ that when it got broken was a cacophony. That was so near but yet so far, that I realised there is so much between the lips, the distance which can't ever be attained. Never could ever explain ; somethings are done only lone. A hardship yields an excuse for a weepy comfort. Something you cant ignore , even if you do you cant miss it. The chord will play a day that it strikes so deep for even on a cross of mind. Whom to tell and how not to miss and how to move , Why ever it happen. A series of questions if you can ignore you are lucky, but you cant as they will be there deep somewhere imbibed embed in thoughts.That would make you smile for a bit but then give a sulk reaction of why it crossed my mind. How this chord would ache is something only the eyes and the painful heart can say. Each night , where you befriend the nature the moon and the numerous other stuff to keep that chord subdued. This cant ever be overpowered. it Happens so and so many a times Why?

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Elements of Successful defeat.


In life you try to be content with what you have, those who don't they either work hard and harder to get their things and the remaining just blow themselves in self curse. Do you really get what you want?If you get was it the thing you wanted? was it worth the effort you took?

Its subjective and absolutely relative. Do the karma and don't worry of the fruits.That's The greatest point. But its the fruit which drives most to do extra-ordinary things?So if I try and give my best to be nothing or to find me in lost situation?

Am I the winner? Long back someone told me Winning is Absolute you either Win or Lose. Oops may be its true! I remember Ashoka in the battle of kalinga won everything but the massacre left him to self disdain and he gave up everything for which he took so much effort. I have seen people who work arduously to get a thing or two but then give up their own grown baby. Its then when you want to have something but you don't see it from all dimensions.

If you are really in Love, you give a try and get it, you try and did not got , you never tried and yes never got. Is the first one the winner or the second one or the third or the one who tried and gave up owns life for a lost love. Is the self pain the panacea for the losers?
Someone who lost ones love and then crib about it everyday - is the one who lost or won?Huh hu, I never knew and may be I will never know. To me give your best and enjoy it , if you fail I know its heartfelt but respect the effort and be happy; for the fact and those days you tried to achieve your Love. Its tough , I know millions and zillions and can spout gibberish like me explaining and trying to spread a message. Ok chill!

You have a Choice or chance? You would take what? I take a chance? What say? the risk is higher; but for the fact the Chance may yield me my Choice; I grab the Chance!

1971 between the Indo- Pak war , Indian forces with only 120 in number hold ed the pakis which were around 2000-3000 in number. Ohh I wont digress from the the point.

Life is a strange phenomenon, you make it, break it and your destiny moulds it. The things you yell you may get and still be happy or unhappy. I never know how to live? Is it the life? Oh I got this message on my cell a day before:=

" The most you can miss a person is when you sit besides the person you Love the most and .. u know you can't have that person....." dats life....!"

I dont like to lose things, The things which are good and I cant get I dont think about it. Is it a victory or not accepting that you lost or just a mental delusion or a manipulation that ok dear its your destiny. , because you found someone so good but you know you cant so you never ever try and just move on. Is it the right way?

Or you let your feelings grow and grow , till you find the person you love cant be yours and then one daily you start to sink every night crying for that one. Never ever punish yourself. move on at a pace. Many cant do this by self. The time makes things to happen. Time is a healer, but what about your mind? if you get something more or better can it squash your memories? I dont think for everyone its true. One had a dream and you never chased it , then the dream is never lost by you. is that a failure? Successful are the people who chase their dreams and be content with what they have today and have courage when they fail. Lucky are the people who are happy every day and enjoy with what they have and doesn't crib what they dont. Life is a struggle , and dont let the inertia hold you. Just Move ,move on a pace , the time we have today is to do a lot of things , dont be shy . Life is short so Just Do iT?

All those young at age n heart life is not a journey its a race its actually a car rally, you got milestones you may achieve some and some not. You may create some and you may not see some.

Whats this? Am i writing this to console me? Am I having a tough time? or did I lose something?May be its true or partly true or as I say its Relatively True? Wish you Happiness! Ciao!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Sachin- The Maestro of Indian cricket.
Cricket Crickeet Crickeeeeet.......

&&&^^^" Eat Cricket, Sleep cricket and drink Cricket "

Sunil Gavaskar, Gundappa Viswanath, Kapil dev , Kiran More, Bishen Singh Bedi, Anil Kumble and many more inspired the Indian cricket by playing in rough times. The Body Line series, the numerous matches with Mighty English, the ruthless Aussies and the arch rivals Pakistan. They stood up and told the world that Indian Cricket is alive and can brush the best of any side.

kapil Dev infused a sense of pride and agrressiveness in the 70-80's . Got the country the 1983 cup which made the cricket mad country in a frenzy. Those numerous matches I would have missed but yo I can realate to the pulse of the nerves which the retro audience would
have enjoyed - The Absolute Pulsation.
The era of my youth those early school days, the summer and the winter, the 1991 world cup with the Newzealanders going wild to the six off the last ball and to the bowling of Khan's. Then 1996 mayhem by Sanath jaysuriya, to ravishing act of Aussies in 1999 , 2003 and 2007.

Cricket has grown over the years with efforts of many . But I connotate Sachin And Brain Lara to be the drivers and gears of the morden cricket. They have outgrown the difficult times and with a mediocre team in hand. Yes I love Sachin and I am not writing his biography and statistics ( which you can find in plethora of websites ).
He started an age of 16 - the youngest in the history of cricket ( yeah someone from Pakistan did before him later , but its something I will like to throw in Oblivion). Year 1989 Imran Khan, Wasim Akram and the Pakistan Pace Attack brimming with confidence with undue support of match refrees are waiting for Indians . The Pacemen look to rip apart Indian Batting. That was the time , the Team India Called Upon sachin to face the Bloodbath and
yeah he failed in the first attempt , but with meagre score of 15 runs he impressed many. A few days later he was not out with a maiden half century at Faisalabad.
A brief look at his records:
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Today many say he couldnt win matches or crib about his ability. I want to tell them to Shut the **** up. This man has played for 17 years. The body line, the worldcups to the morden run scoring cricket. He has been the backbone of Indian Cricket. He was among the star batsman of the cricket ,when the rest of the team struggled. With hardly any experience in Internation
cricket he scored his first test century Against England in England and remember The English were far better then and the pitches had the pace and bounce to test the batsmen. India wold have won many matches today but those ruthless pitches are now numb and are batsmen friendly . We dont have pacers like courtney Walsh or marsh.

Even Today when we defeated Aussies in their homeland who scored the runs?SACHINWith his century in the first final and a 90 in second final. Remember the 2nd final the Aussies came tough and it was only Sachin who tamed them.or take the 2009 NZ series he was again among the best scorers.
Go back in time and look at 1996 World Cup.Huh! Who has played like him in any world cup. With highest amount of runs to even great Bowling. He took India single
handed to Semi finals. And in Semis when we lost who scored the Highest???? SACHIN

Come to the 2004 Aussie tour . Aussies were the team who had won 13 straight test matches. Indian Drew the series. Who again scored the best? SACHIN with 200 in Sydney awesome Innings. We all know the mighty Aussies. Who has scored the Max runs against them?? Sachin
Most number of Man of Matches in the World? Sachin.

Get back in time ( year 1994) when Sachin was 18 , the new Zealand tour, the bouncy turf. He was asked to open and he smashed 82 in 49 bowls at Auckland NZ.To year 1991 when India Toured Australia the Toughest team then in the world. While the rest of the team struggled to
score Sachin stood tall and scored 148 at Sydney and saved the Indian team at such an early age. To Sharjah in 1994 where he ripped Pakistan all out. To 1998 series with Australia where he was the lone to smash Aussies around with his brilliant centuries.
There was time period of 1992-2000 where if SAchin gets out early India loses matches. He has to play all matches well to ensure the Indian Victory. Has to handle a mediocre team and undue expectations from the countrymen.
God I cant believe the skills and the persistence of this MAN in the 2003 World Cup . 11 Matches India lost twice and sachin Scored 673 runs. With most most Man of the matches and eventually the Many of the Series ( he was man of the series in 1996 too ).
Remember those days when Sachin use to walk in the ground and the whole crowd used to be mad. The 6's the 4's to the wonderful bowling in hero cup, he made crowd wild.With people carry slogans
" Cricket is Our Religon , Sachin is our GOD."
He is the only cricketer to score centuries in all version of Indian First Class Cricket.
1st march 2003 WC match India vs Pakistan, The Hot day and the crazy environment , the Pakis waiting to explode scores 273. The Pak pacers sets eye on Indian batsmen and Shoiab Akhtar bowling at 160 miles . What happened was just amazing the Bat of Sachin
slashes and the bowl goes out of ropes at speed of 200 miles. India Won Again. Sachin played virtually in every match in 2003 and took India to finals where bowlers failed miserably.
The thing did not stop there Sachin was in great form and he scored continous centuries when even toured the Pakistan and the famous Steve Waugh retirement series.

Come back in 1998 when India was in Bangladesh, fighting Aqeeb Javed, Wasim Akram, Waqar Younis from Pakistan. Sachin got India to flying starts and ripped off Aqeeb by hitting sixes. It was such a shame for the pacer to see a man charging down
the track and hitting for a Six. Oh my goodness I loved his style of play.

Now if we see his style of play , he has been a unique cricketer much to the Likes of the Legendary Don Bradman. He has the uncanny ability to use full crease and shoot the ball around the circumference the pitch. His straight and wonderful watch.
None can hit so straight in such a beautiful way. His contribution to cricket has been legendary- leg cut , the leg glance and the effective use of Chinese cuts are his trademarks. Not only he discovered such style of play , he influenced many young cricketers to use their bat and imbibe such skills. He spotting of the ball early makes him equivalent in fact more
agile then a F1 driver. He has been a true gentlemen away from any controversies; a polite intellect and talented human being.
I can keep writing about him but it wont conclude. He is the Jewel an asset to the Country and the Cricket. We can never ever have Sachin again. My heart sinks when I think he would retire today or tomorrow. We cant replace him. He has done what many just cant dream too. I can wish he plays as long as he can and delight our eyes with his extraordinary skills.Wish Sachin a very Best of Luck.
Chak de Sachin.!

Friday, August 15, 2008

KASHMIR FUMES:
Shelling at Indian Posts.Continuous Violation of ceasefire.Jammu On Fire Srinagar Chants for Pakistan.
Did we ever thought about this?The Amarnath row has prompted the citizens of Jammu an area dominated by minority hindus to agitate. This is surprise for the Indian Government. Here's what has happened. The J&K Govt. did complete blunder to remain in power, they cant decide which way to go. The people came out to protest Amarnath Land fiasco, but it turned out to be a mass movement by the minority Hindus. What they agitating for? Is it really for Amarnath Forest Land.I dont believe so. Its a struggle and cry for development, for prosperity, economic growth of Jammu and Laddakh region. Years of Militancy, have eroded the development and prosperity of the Hindus. Kashmiri brahmins were dislocated from their land, Hindus in Jammu feel that thewater is flowing above their head. The have been loyal to the nation for all these years, but they had a raw time ever. Militancy took away jobs, increased corruption and decreased the economics. While rest of India grows, the region is still under reels of militancy. The time has come for the congress party to leave the petty vote bank politics and make it sure the Jammu gets what it each part of India deserves. This is a a time to do due diligence and come with short and long term policies. Time has come to carefully demarcate the Jammu and Laddakh region while still keep the state as Jammu and Kashmir.What I saw that PDP leaders in Srinagar supporting POK route was a high disregard for the Indian Government. How can a political party go out and chant Paki slogan. This is a absolute disgrace for Indians and an embarrassment for me as an respectful Indian. Cant the Indian Intelligence get away with these petty anti Indian politicians. Cant they be tried. At least for the sake of Honour. The time is high to leave our soft attitude for poll gains. Deal with terrorists, anti Indians with a heavy or soft hand. Get the Intelligence to serve this country and prove their metal.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

A State Unknown!
My blog and thats my first about me!

The things in life are never constant and I realise it after making each effort to make it that way. I got the stability but it wasnt forever. Plans, ambitions and surrounding changes . After a long time I find me unknown and groping for something. I know I want something, but dont know how to get it , I want to get it. OOps thats my mental peace!! I wanted to fly high but couldnt. I tooks leaps but it was never a fly. I need wings of mind a stroke of luck and LOve. May I get enough courage to accept and work on things . I was unreasonable I know, but things were started that way for me. I have the accepance problem. Hey I dont want to be writing like this. I need only a small thing. I need peace and love.I have them but I dont find them or ignore what;s near to me. I know few for whom I am Dear but I search to get the dearest of many. I dont know where's it to end. My life is not aboput being in soup of love but to act and grow achieve my ambitions.and they getting a stab. Hey come and listen to me. Change a bit and I change a lot and keep things happy . Hey ! help and give that sense. I know its unreasonable, but Its my aspiration and I be nice forever. I want to get better and not end In desperation. Just Help some one make my life. I will do my best. Hey I get that courage. Anyone who reads this Pray!

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Return of Munnabhai: The Indian Stupidity.

Ok I took a long hibernation from my earlier blogs, always confronted to think to apply what I shall gain from writing here which doesn’t matter to any but then... lets start and this time on rampage....

Lage raho came ... and Indian masses were again manipulated by a new terminology - Gandhigiri. I am not against the movie, it truly entertains but not surely and with sheer obviousness not a inspiration. Just another flick to laugh and should be thrown into oblivion.

The message is Gandhigiri which is sheer annoyance and non workable.
Peaceful demonstration against governments and the incumbency started long back during 1800s and later the Russian Revolution in early 20th century.
So to call a peaceful movement against the incumbent a contrivance of Gandhian era would be a falsification. But as I said (read my last post) we are weak in our thought process and are used to accept just plain acceptance to what is told to us and manufactured by the people in power. The Indian mind doesn't question to what is fed and thus a victim of manipulation. A reason for it is that we have been ruled by kings and still for 40-50 years in a monarchy democracy.
We talk about people and but the fact is that there is a lot of individualism existing in the country social structure. We adore and make a individual stand great and not the people.

Coming back to the topic, do Munnabhai inspire? No. It doesn't and destined not to be. Vidhu vinodh is shrewd guy and knows that foolish Indians are bound by the political correctness and hence the movie will work. Yeah the Munnabhai had a nice laughter element but no where comparable to RDB. RDB created a stir in the lazy youth senses to flex the reflex against the government. But what surprises me is the response of people to Lage raho; I heard people standing nude in some Mumbai office; I know they would have earned nothing but yes a lesson to be shameful.

There is good element of similarity in RDB both were inspired by historical elements and tried to imbibe the context in the current.
But they differ in application, while Munnabhai was way away from reality and had a fancy fairy tale. RDB was brave and correct application. Moreover RDB didn’t took the wrong facts to suit itself. The RDB had to work on thin line of entertainment, reality and correctness. I think it succeeded almost 90% on it but bit lengthy and boring too. Munnabhai contrived a incorrect notion of Gandhigiri which I mentioned earlier is altogether false. Gandhigiri won India independence is debatable. The British Empire lost huge money and material to be able to control places like India hence a- retreat. The date 15 August is because of Mountbatten’s hurried up efforts to retreat from India and save the economy from huge losses.

Bhagat Singh, Chandrashekhar Azad, Sukhdev fought ardently to uproot the Brits. Their execution was head on ;with a limited resource on their side the destiny of the struggle was imminent. This is true for Subhash Chandra Bose who fought and contrived a military coalition for independence. These are examples of true bravery when everything was bloody against them and no mere opportunism.

That’s true in today’s context too for “Mandal 1” the young took to streets , burnt themselves alive ,tried fighting and met the same fate which those brave received. Though I don’t fully appreciate the Mandal 2 struggle which was inspired by RDB as it was weaker. But still RDB filled the nerves of youth with blood to take pigheaded incumbent.

Munnabhai didn’t did anything, but just as we like to see Karan's , Yashrajs, and Chopras, the film raised above ordinary; for the reason they can play with Indian sensibility which is less of mind and more of emotion. I heard the 3rd part is in making and out to be soon. Can’t still find a sensible reason enough for it’s incessantly sequels. Only thing which the director knows is to churn money by manipulation and that’s the only reason. It has no truth and the lead role is played by a person who has been accused of anti national activities. How can we bear him? Munnabhai doesn't teach anything and to least Inspiring.
“With great power come great responsibility” at least Spiderman represents and teaches something.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

India- Weak Nation; Growing Weaker.


The economy is on roll with sensex touching 15k, GDP around 8, IT, BPO, RDB .....wow India rocks. Yawn!!
India and people are too much obsessed for self acclamations that they ride, sleep on figures. The country is weaker and growing weaker and this is the fact.
Lets see it how; we are allowing non meritorious homo sapiens to be honchos of government, Jobs, colleges, it innit stop there we are getting them in the private sector too. Now talking about private sector baring IT and BPO no other industry in 60 years of independence has generated the respect and pride for this country, nevertheless no jobs and quality of life. We have a voyeuristic appetite for Tatas , Birlas, and Ambanis but their contribution is just too low and these guys make money from where? from us. Now as for IT , BPO who has generated a huge revenue in terms of foreign currency and earned a graceful respect for the nation; now the governments want it to be spoiled ( nothing new right!) and how the Red Brigade an anti democratic , Chinese spies known as Left to form unions and get this industry in red alert. The industry is earning a huge cash for this country and they dont earn by selling things inside but outside in US, UK etc. and pour enough money for Indian banks and financial institutes. And by not creating enough infrastructure the boom is going to die soon to Manila.

Now go up to the political front and we happen to be one of the most corrupt nations. There is no political will - ALL politicians work with a single aim " I me myself" no ideologies no political conviction only lets destroy.And the greatest example for political impotency is his excellency "Prime Minister - Manmohan" , a bitchy foreigner seems to have a rope tied to his sensitive parts and make him speak, act like a pet ( a dog NO! even dogs are powerful). There is no political leader and people enjoy a Monarchy Democracy? ya a state where political sons and daughters become politicians and their sons/daughters make another line of politicians and the chain goes on. We are have Rahul Gandhi coming for US and slipping with idiotic failed rabble rousing in UP with kiddish jokes on his opponents. You know he is one of the sexiest guys for millions of girls waiting to bare all for him. I would come to the people of this country a bit later though; lets leave it here. Coming back to selfish politicians and see how they contribute to impotency. West Bengal ruled by Left several decades ; in each election the same party wins . Oh is Bengal a Singapore? No not even a Malaysia , the elections are rigged and people are threatened to vote through means all Indians understand i.e. Muscles. A shining example of gross democratic malfunction. We have separatist groups functioning in most of the parts of this country and there is no political will inspite of military prowess as it would break the love affair of votes with minority. We dont make friends outside because of those vote bankers. We dont make friendship with Israel a gutsy country with highly innovative technology and ammunition. We give Haj subsidies and these people goes to the country which in OPEC ( group of oil producing countries) supports Paki's stand on Kashmir. Oh Kashmir lets dig in some history ; as Pakistanis invaded Kashmir the father of Monarchy democracy Nehru went to UN and got a ceasefire? Why on earth he did so , the Indian army was all the time sophisticated enough to thwart the invaders. Now we cannot do it. We didnt joined NATO and Pakis equaled us in military might. The chinese attacked and took huge acres of land with them and thats not enough Bangladeshi rangers time and again make sure that Indians are weak by shelling at BSF. We are weak so much that we allow bangladeshi to enter in this country in huge amounts and contribute to population ; ya every individual can enter in this nation but I meant Illegally and then we want to give them perks and make them as permanent citizens as if we dont have enough people in this country. Why we do this ? as they belong to a particular community. We impose reservations so that there is no merit left in this country and make sure the intelligentsia are termed as traitors. As if reservations will end the caste discriminations . They argue there is discrimination but then we have strictest rules for the people who discriminate we cant apply them? We are weak so give reservations. If this is the argument then most of the rape accused gets scott free lets make it legal and let the ruling bitchy foreigner to start with.
Now comes -US - the people. Genetically Indians are weaker and yeah we are used to be ruled over tortured. We cannot stand and give our blood. We took a non-violent way to achieve our independence and adore the person who created this concept. We dont appreciate Subhash Chandra bose and political parties are trying to term Bhagat Singh, Mangal Pandey and Chandrashekhar as minscule in struggle of independence and call them a criminal and/or terrorists. We are nation where history is written by chinese red spies. We lost the struggle during Mandal 1 and none remembers who the brave fought and burnt themselves. We make movies on Gujrat, mumbai , 1984 riots and not on struggle by Indian Youth who died in 1990 fighting for something which they knew will lose. And when Mandal II came we lost again , the youth cannot dare to burn again as we have grown weaker and accepted a defeat gracefully. We want to be ruled masochists , we perhaps love that.We appreciate people with zero patriotism like Javed Akhtar and Shabana Azmi and adores them.We love movies which are away from realities and creativity and sink in emotionals Karans's k's with songs still playing in between. We live in subdued dreams and have intercourse with it every day and moment.We let Mast Gul to enter our land and show his strengths. We let the terrorists free before the hijackers of IC 814 as Indians didnt wanted to sacrifice. We want to pardon sentences and the people who support are social leaders yes Md Afzal. We were weak when the Islamic terrorists attacked in form Babar, Aurangzeb and we are same now. The Pakistani’s air defense has now become superior then India with new acquisition and we still struggling to acquire Hawk AJT's ( Advanced Jet Trainers) and let brave pilots trained on MIG''s to crash.And yes I am one among we.